Ya. I haven't updated this thing in a while...
so much aab shit has been going on lately, its difficult to function properly...

must start updating this thing...

Went to be at, like 12 again last night, and woke up at 8 this morning... Spent 7 hours in the car with my parents... plus I forgot to take my camera...
Today was really boring... I acte too much though, and now I have hiccups...

I'm gonna go read now.

Well... I hope this weekend is gonna be good... I have to be at church at 10 tomorrow morning though... I don't even like church...
I FAILED my art exam this morning... I totally forgot about it and didn't study, plus my practical was supposed to be finished today, and its nowhere near... I hope my teacher gives us more time. Nobody is finished yet

Can't wait for Saturday. Getting my haircut, buying new clothes, and looking for more stuff for Tracies parcel.. I seriously hope she likes it. You don't really get anymore South African.

I am so angry that Bianca is in Arabella by herself with Charlie. Granted he's a nice guy, and a cool friend, and he has good pot but I can't handle him touching her and kissing her. *vent*
I feel sorry for him though. He tripped out quite badly on acid though and he thought someone was trying to kill him. spent the next couple of days walking around his house with a kitchen knife. Then his parents pumped him full of anti-depressants. You shouldn't take pills so soon after taking acid, you should wait at least 7 days, anyway, he was pretty fucked up after that...

meh, anyway...

Ya, today is the last day of school until next week... whOOt... I can sleep the whole weekend.
Only went to sleep at, like, 12 last night. fuck. I'm so tired...

don't want to go to school now... wanna spend the whole day in bed, or reading... or watching Courage.

Fuckies... got soccer after school... don't wanna pass out again...

anyway..

I collapsed at soccer practice yesterday! Collapsed... I was just sanding in the goal posts, minding my own bussiness, then, BOOM... floor... the next thing I felt were my girlfriends skegs digging into my ribs... anyway

All I want to do is sleep lately. I sleep from 8 till about 6 but I am still so tired when I wake up that I wanna fall over and die...

Not much to say really, except school is super shit. I have no science teacher though, which is really cool. Free hour in which to do nothing. I am also sleeping with the light off every night now, which is awesome

ummm... ya...

Well, Monday seems like a complete waste of time. I ate too much, as usual... today, I think I'm gonna be be better. Decide I'm gonna give up fish, as well as meat. Just veggies and fruit from now on.

I slept with my light off again. I am so friggen proud of myself. It really makes me feel like I'm growing up.

Spent the entire afternoon at the library yesterday. Barely studied at all, but I read quite a bit. Need to start studying more, even though I think I'm gonna have to drop Science. Mmmm... anyway. Coffee calls.
Gonna have to take some with to school to keep me awake... nyaa...

Fuck, had to wake up early this morning, coz I've got to go to school this morning... I hate school, plus I'm stressed out about failing at the end of the year.
I don't even know if I have a science teacher, seeing as my old one left at the end of last term and I don't know if they've found a replacement...

Anyway. I slept with the light off for the first time in ages. Took me forever to fall asleep and ended up having to take a painkiller before I could, but I slept with the light off...

Finding it fucking difficult to stay away from PS, probably just coz it was weekned. It should be easier during the week. As soon as everything is back on track, I'll go back...

Really need to watch what I eat today... Food is freaking me out lately. It just seems like such a disgusting thought to put something in your mouth. Plus I want to be at 154 lbs by the emd pf April, so... My family is messed up, my dad thinks I'm anorexic and my mom thinks I'm "too strong for that kind of thing"

hmmm... anyway
Gotta drink my coffee, shower, then drag myself off to school

toodles